"Fat Pig" , "Beached Whale!" I'm tired of it all. I'm too much of a coward to kill myself so I guess I must change and the first way I need to change is to say goodbye to my best friend of 40 years: Junk food. Yes, at 350 pounds I have reached my Epiphany! I need; no I WANT to lose weight! Before it kills me. I can just see my funeral with all of my best friends drawing straws to see who will NOT be my poll bearers! "Not me, got a bad back!" etc. It's time. Now if anyone wants to join me(and I can't believe anyone would WANT to join me) I will be writing a weekly article here to walk(ugh) through my triumphs and tragedies with you.

We WILL lose weight! I am tired of being a "Fat person". The first assignment, since we don't officially begin until next Monday(1/1/06) Is to write down all of the foods that are good for you that you like. Next you will write down all of the snack foods that have stopped you from losing weight before. Then you will write down all of the exercizes that you can still do, and all of the activities that you would like to do if you were able to. That should provide motivation enough for us to begin our journey together. Someone once wrote that no one knows more about dieting and exercize than fat people!

I agree with that so I won't be instructing anyone about anything except what you probably already have read and heard. Besides I am no doctor(I don't even play one on TV). I will just be here to share with all of you the struggle to survive without feeling like it is not worth it. You see it is about replacing what you have (food and some lack of self) with confidence and food. (Sounds weird but you notice you still have food) In my Bio I noted that God is one of my interests. Well from time to time i may use a reference from the Bible because I really can't live without referencing His Word.

The devil gave Eve a choice a long time ago. He promised her a choice between good and evil. And to know the difference. But what it doesn't say is that they already KNEW GOOD! They KNEW GOD! I am telling you that you know the difference, you know what to do, and now it is time to choose good. Choose to live and choose life. You don't have to "give up' or 'deprive yourself" of anything that is good. The devil made some things "LOOK GOOD" I'm saying you know what to do and it is time. Now is the time to change your life for the better. You need to do it, and if you are reading this, you need to do it now.